Dream the Impossible Dream by Alvin Hollingsworth
I lay down my pen, I dressed my page in black, red, orange, and yellow
Dreams, resilience, strength, and love
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
The lyrics to a song of Impossible Dreams
Tell me
If this man you see before you knows what it means to dream the impossible dream
Tell me
If this man’s dreams sprout from insanity or desire
A desire to be brave
A desire to be loved
A desire to be seen
For this man before you, I drew with my blood and sweat to create the colors black, red, orange, and yellow
I watched my pen create a downward spiral
Group these colors and desires together because they are the same
You’re part of the art
As the emotions of my Harlem home mix with the colors of my hands to create a part of me
The blood in my black body being spilled on this white paper like the blood of black Jesus
Tell me
As Malcolm X and MLK prophesy to the crowd their dreams
Did their dreams ever feel impossible? Was it possible
They looked to me as an artist to draw people into the revolution?
I lay my pen down
As the thoughts swarm my head
Rubbing my eyes all I see is black, red, orange, and yellow
Hues of warm as jazz played softly in the background
The hues of warm reminded me of the warm sun
The warm hues I painted within the Don Quixote apartments as I tirelessly work
The hues everpresent in this one theme that has produced thousands of pieces of art
There’s just too much to say
Constant refining to get the perfect hue of
Black, red, orange, and yellow
Don Quixote
Do you ever become plagued with the idealism of my life?
To fight for the right / Without question or pause / To be willing to march into Hell / For a heavenly cause…
These are the lyrics to a song of impossible dreams
I sang them as I looked to the man you see before you
And awaited his answer
And He tells me:
I dream the impossible dream as I point to the beyond
With the sun beside me and my squire behind
Is this foolish fiction or am I striving to reach who I am meant to be
Who I desire to be
What I deserve
I see my blood and sweat create the world I read within romances
I desire this. This is my reality
Yet with my dying breath, I renounce it all
Was my dream in vain?
Did I waste my time looking for adventure... prophesying my dreams
Defeat after defeat
Yet my eyes can never quite leave the beyond
As the sky paints me with red, orange, and yellow
With black ink coursing my veins
I can’t help but ask myself
What dreams have you dreamed lately? Were they impossible?
I looked at the man before you and sighed…
I closed my eyes and grinned
Yes, Don Quixote, I have dreamed, and yes they were impossible
But do I regret it?
That my friend is something I cannot answer now
I picked up pen and began to dress my page in black, red, orange, and yellow